Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Lost Time

So it has been quite a while since I have posted, a lot has taken place. Life has truly gotten in the way. So I really have several random thoughts that I would like to get down in this post. So please just bare with me.

I would say I am probably going through a very deep spiritual growth session right now. Well let me just catch you up on where Meg and I are right now. I have started a new job....thank God....and Meg is right in the middle of an intense semester of school. We see it each other very little during the week due to schedules but certainly enjoy our time together on the weekends. We are doing well, just having to manage ourselves a little differently due to schedules.

So let me ask first of all, how many of you would say that you question on a regular basis whether you are doing what it is you feel like you are called to do? Whether you believe in God or not maybe you too have felt that you are meant to do something "Great". Well I would say that is what I have been dealing with more and more lately. I am sick and tired of feeling useless, it seems like I see my peers progressing in their endeavors but yet I am not. I say all this not to have a bad attitude but to strengthen my faith in God. I know he has a plan for my life and more and more it seems like a plan that I have no idea about.

I have a passion for working with people and helping those that are in need. It is time to step across the street and take some risks. What kinds of risks have you taken lately? I know I have taken none.....I ahve been living quite comfortably for a long time now and I am ready to take that leap of faith.

If you can relate with my mental struggles right now, please let me know what your thoughts are.

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